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  <title>123 123 123 18</title>
  <subtitle>divided by three and twice cloned</subtitle>
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    <name>like lightning</name>
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    <title>new</title>
    <published>2008-07-14T09:13:30Z</published>
    <updated>2008-07-14T09:13:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://williambarclay.livejournal.com/"&gt;http://williambarclay.livejournal.com/&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:18419</id>
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    <title>ha</title>
    <published>2007-05-10T13:12:53Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-10T13:14:33Z</updated>
    <lj:music>perfect hair forever</lj:music>
    <content type="html">john morris' dog, max, is a BAMF!!! i just watched him slaughter, then behead, a bumble bee.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:17986</id>
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    <title>so i lied</title>
    <published>2007-03-29T19:31:21Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-29T19:31:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>burn, piano island, burn</lj:music>
    <content type="html">when i copy/pasted the part about three weeks with the art thing. but! sometime between now and may YOU will get the art that is rightfully yrs! also, i took the liberty of adding two people that didn't make it or didn't try to make it.&lt;br /&gt;the re-list:&lt;br /&gt;sara emery&lt;br /&gt;megan wallrich(s)&lt;br /&gt;sarah jane harrison&lt;br /&gt;kristi abrecht&lt;br /&gt;moriah good&lt;br /&gt;bobby williams&lt;br /&gt;jacob darden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there it is. i hope you see this, bobby. you just de-lost this game. yay!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here goes 90% nothin!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;z</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:17696</id>
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    <title>i'm not a racist, that's what's so insane about all this</title>
    <published>2007-01-28T22:19:12Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-28T22:19:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table width="275" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="0" border="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#81ACC9"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Which Seinfeld Character Are You??!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D8E9ED"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/SP/SPA/spazzypooo/1143091451_ramer-8613.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU ARE KRAMER!!&lt;br&gt;You're a ladie's man and you annoy your neighbor/friends constantly! But people love you anyway.&lt;br /&gt;Take this &lt;a target="quizilla" style="color:rgb(128,0,128)" href="http://quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=17&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/users/spazzypooo/quizzes/Which+Seinfeld+Character+Are+You%3F%3F%21%21"&gt;quiz&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=18&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/" target="quizilla"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://www.quizilla.com/images/codepastes/30qzlogo.gif" style="padding:2px;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:2;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a style="color:rgb(128,0,128);" target="quizilla" href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=18&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a style="color:rgb(128,0,128);" target="quizilla" href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=21&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/register"&gt;Join&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;| &lt;a style="color:rgb(128,0,128);" target="quizilla" href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=20&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/makeaquiz.php"&gt;Make A Quiz&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a target="quizilla" href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=42&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/users/spazzypooo/quizzes/"&gt;More Quizzes&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a style="color:rgb(128,0,128);" target="quizilla" href="http://www.quizilla.com/redirect.php?statsid=19&amp;amp;url=http://www.quizilla.com/codepastes/?quizid=2839830"&gt;Grab Code&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:17524</id>
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    <title>&amp;lt;3</title>
    <published>2006-12-24T05:36:13Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-24T05:36:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>fresh prince</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i'm happy as a clam</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:17261</id>
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    <title>wahoo!?</title>
    <published>2006-12-07T13:39:33Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-07T13:39:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i've been up all night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i thoroughly enjoy all niters at stevie's. they are wonderful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it looks like stevie might move in with joey and i after the "winter break". i would be so alright with that. stevie would make an amazing guy on the couch and joey would have a roommate who isn't always traveling. cool.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm going to work from 10am to 5pm today. i don't know day shift people. their weird. or i am. one of those. i'm doing such so i won't have to work when i am scheduled to play in hickory. and that is a show i need to play. i am getting paid. i am seeing my lover. i am seeing jp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yay.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:17122</id>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-11-17T07:53:00</title>
    <published>2006-11-17T12:53:34Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-17T12:53:34Z</updated>
    <lj:music>every time i die [drew]</lj:music>
    <content type="html">ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;was the theme of last night.&lt;br /&gt;can you say fetal position in the cold for a couple hours?&lt;br /&gt;i can.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today, the theme is rejuvination. and love.&lt;br /&gt;and not letting something dumb kill something smart. that'd be redundant nowadays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just please, please don't make me feel stupid.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love you.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:16872</id>
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    <title>so you know:</title>
    <published>2006-11-08T12:07:22Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-08T12:07:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i hate politicians.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the only real deciding factor for the vote in boone was who wants asu students to vote and who doesn't. i don't care one bit. sure, it's completely wrong to not let them vote but, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there was a sign for the democrat for sheriff with the tag line "it does matter". when i first saw it i said "no, no it doesn't" aloud, walking down the street. hmm, should i vote for this guy that wouldn't think twice about sending me to jail or that guy who wouldn't think twice about sending me to jail. gosh, the canidates are so diversified.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think from now on i'll vote, but only for town crazies [i.e. jay pascal of valdese] and for unknown canidates with no chance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;by the way, walken2008 is a hoax. wikipedia said so. as did walken. so i think i'll be writing in his name. or someone else. someone ridculous. gene simmons? i dunno. all i know is that the guy i was planning to vote for is not actually running. &lt;br /&gt;boo.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:16484</id>
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    <title>i'm awake</title>
    <published>2006-11-05T13:56:47Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-05T13:56:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>i keep my eyes wide open all the time</lj:music>
    <content type="html">that's silly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've not been sleeping much recently. not because i can't sleep or because i'm not tired. i just haven't been going to bed. for a lot of reasons. i like the night time. i like having a life and getting out. i like the internet. i like talking to anna before she goes to school. i like hanging out with anna all day instead of her going to school. i like taking random trips with benson to go to his cabin in the middle of nowhere just a bit beyond the virginia border to see if anyone has call the number there saying they had his lost puppy. i like finding out someone did have his lost puppy. i like watchng movies. i like reading. i like lstening to music. i like writing music. i like playing music. i like making food when i have groceries.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you see, i could go to sleep right now but, i'd rather make some pasta and watch duck soup. or maybe breakfast at tiffany's [which i am borrowing]. definately pasta and a movie, though. and probably by the time i've watched one or both of said movies, anna will be awake and i'll be like good morning i love you. it will be nice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe i've convinced you that staying up too much isn't such a bad idea. it really doesn't matter if i have or haven't because i've convinced me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;somehow, i'm alright with the fact that for that three nights i have closed at taco bell and slept a collective 12 hours. fyi, that's 10 hours of work for every four hours of sleep. whew.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ps- i wonder how pasta boiled in soy milk would be</content>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-11-02T00:15:00</title>
    <published>2006-11-02T05:15:28Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-02T05:19:04Z</updated>
    <lj:music>mewithoutyou / sufjan stevens</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i had a bad day</content>
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    <title>ladies and gentlemen..</title>
    <published>2006-10-21T11:44:22Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-21T11:44:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i am all smiles!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am all where i should be!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM HAPPY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm playing with vcr monday night [i think]. i'm playing with zom zoms the 27th. germination got accepted into the asheville film festival.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm quite pleased with where i am musically right now. i'm almost positive the masterson experience will continue to change forever but, i like where it is for now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am amazed that zach and i got in to the film fest. we are one of five animated films selected. from what i hear it took them a really long time to get back to us because they were swamped with entries this year. this means we kicked asses. lookee: &lt;a href="http://www.ashevillefilmfestival.com/pages/animation.htm"&gt;at the web site&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;did i mention i'm in love?</content>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-10-12T16:37:00</title>
    <published>2006-10-12T20:37:17Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-12T20:37:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The first five people to respond to this post will get some form of art, by me, about them. I make no guarantees about quality or type, but I will assure that I will give it good effort and that the art will be individual to you, so if you get a mixed CD or some sort of painting doodle, yours is the only one like it.&lt;br /&gt;The only catch, of course: if you sign up, you have to put this in your own journal as well.&lt;br /&gt;I will try to get all artwork out within 3 weeks.</content>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-10-07T04:08:00</title>
    <published>2006-10-07T08:09:54Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-07T08:09:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i have a cold.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;boo@germz.</content>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-10-04T04:13:00</title>
    <published>2006-10-04T08:14:43Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-04T08:14:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">when there are TONS of people at taco bell, instead of thinking about how long i'll be busy as hell..&lt;br /&gt;i like to think about the fact that all those people are helping me not get cancer quite as soon as i would otherwise.</content>
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    <title>Example Note 2</title>
    <published>2006-10-02T13:37:37Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-02T13:37:37Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;font color="#336666"&gt;&lt;big&gt;&lt;big&gt;&lt;b&gt;this is neat&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/big&gt;&lt;/big&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p class="poweredbyperformancing"&gt;powered by &lt;a href="http://performancing.com/firefox"&gt;performancing firefox&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>_ _ HELLO .</title>
    <published>2006-10-01T11:20:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-01T11:20:19Z</updated>
    <lj:music>TVotR</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i am alive. mostly. i have money now.&lt;br /&gt;p  &lt;br /&gt;     b&lt;br /&gt;       r&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a love/hate relationship with Taco Bell.&lt;br /&gt;it's a good thing.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:14471</id>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-09-21T02:39:00</title>
    <published>2006-09-21T06:39:50Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-21T06:39:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">guitar gods were born to be seen live by my eyes</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:14202</id>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-09-17T03:44:00</title>
    <published>2006-09-17T07:44:35Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-17T07:44:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i walk through fires just fine, thank you</content>
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    <title>i'll keep it with mine</title>
    <published>2006-09-13T22:07:49Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-13T22:07:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>mag fields</lj:music>
    <content type="html">life is pretty alright.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i had a dream the other night and i remember one part of it. and i must say, it's about time my subconcious caught up with my language. there was this really suspicious looking cloud. and i was like 'fuck this, i'm running as fast as i can in the opposite directiion.' and i ran and i saw the cloud sneak down into a whirlwind with lighning bolts in it. but it was okay. i was safe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yay whirlwinds and lightning bolts!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i said fuck hardee's and quit going and got a job at taco bell.. at taco bell i:&lt;br /&gt;get paid more, work nights, eat free.&lt;br /&gt;hardee's can fuck itself. haha.. six dollar burgers. cunts.</content>
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    <title>hey you..</title>
    <published>2006-08-17T20:12:58Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-17T20:12:58Z</updated>
    <lj:music>i'm in a library</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i have an apartment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah, and i have a job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everybody look at mister average respectable citizen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ha.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:13477</id>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-07-25T09:12:00</title>
    <published>2006-07-25T13:15:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-25T13:15:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the notwist</lj:music>
    <content type="html">man, fuck life sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;seriously.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to cry.</content>
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    <title>bad news folks..</title>
    <published>2006-07-16T19:07:14Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-16T19:07:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>nope</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i was not trained in the use of the life machine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can't figure out how to make it work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am quite unhappy with my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't want it to all just stop..&lt;br /&gt;i want it to all start going.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need a big break..&lt;br /&gt;or a small one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need.. something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need change.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not change of location, that'll be here soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need a legitimate change.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alex dagenheart said i've changed since last summer. he said he thinks quitting drinking is probably what changed me. he said it wasn't a bad change, that i was just different. i need that kind of change. personality change that isn't bad, just different.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need to:&lt;br /&gt;-buy a cell phone&lt;br /&gt;-use it to keep in touch with people that i care about&lt;br /&gt;-raise enough money to begin boone life again&lt;br /&gt;-contact my lawyer&lt;br /&gt;-mail this letter&lt;br /&gt;-call the 5-0 on more assholes&lt;br /&gt;-quit being sad&lt;br /&gt;-figure out patterns, routine, and endurance&lt;br /&gt;-figure out endurance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to:&lt;br /&gt;-win the mycokerewards 50,000 points game&lt;br /&gt;-take yanna to las vegas and bask in it's awfulness&lt;br /&gt;-get some ice cream from an ice cream shop.. right now&lt;br /&gt;-make the judicial system disappear and then reappear&lt;br /&gt;-quit doing shit to be sorry for&lt;br /&gt;-trust other people's decisions (i don't, dummy)&lt;br /&gt;-cut and perfect and reperfect the cd&lt;br /&gt;-know everything will be okay like i used to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wikipedia:&lt;br /&gt;In humans, emotional tears can be accompanied by reddening of the face and sobbing — cough-like, convulsive breathing, sometimes involving spasms of the whole upper body.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:12940</id>
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    <title>boredom =</title>
    <published>2006-05-23T02:56:20Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-23T02:56:20Z</updated>
    <lj:music>water in pipes and stuff</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?:&lt;br /&gt;ooh, my hair is neat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. When is the next time you will have sex?&lt;br /&gt;it's iffy at the moment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. What's a word that rhymes with "FUCK"?:&lt;br /&gt;muck&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Favorite planet?:&lt;br /&gt;one without people&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?:&lt;br /&gt;mobiles are gay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. What is the ring on your phone?:&lt;br /&gt;gay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. What shirt are you wearing?:&lt;br /&gt;ecko.. used to be red.. now it's kinda pink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. Do you "label" yourself?:&lt;br /&gt;not much&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?:&lt;br /&gt;Thomas McAn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. Bright or Dark Room?:&lt;br /&gt;meh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?:&lt;br /&gt;i don't remember who it was&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?:&lt;br /&gt;aparently the left, top, or bottom one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. What were you doing at midnight last night?:&lt;br /&gt;bullshit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?:&lt;br /&gt;gay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. Who is the last person you saw?:&lt;br /&gt;my mom&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. What's a word that you say a lot?:&lt;br /&gt;indeed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17.Who told you he/she loved you last?:&lt;br /&gt;yanna&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. Last furry thing you touched?:&lt;br /&gt;fuzzy bed!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?:&lt;br /&gt;6 that i know of&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?:&lt;br /&gt;zero&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21. Favorite age you have been so far?:&lt;br /&gt;nap time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. Your worst enemy?:&lt;br /&gt;the hamburglar&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. What is your current desktop picture?:&lt;br /&gt;it says "it's not fascism when we do it" and has a nazi with gop elephants where the swastikas should be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. What was the last thing you said to someone?:&lt;br /&gt;"goodnight, mom"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you take?:&lt;br /&gt;a million bucks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;26. Do you like someone?:&lt;br /&gt;lots&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;27. The last song you listened to?:&lt;br /&gt;dance, dance by fall out boy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;28. If the last person you talked to randomly got mad at you....?:&lt;br /&gt;it's my mom so i guess it'd be kind of normal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now who would it be?:&lt;br /&gt;oh man.. i know who.. but i dare not say it.. word could get out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30. What is the closest object to your left foot?:&lt;br /&gt;a clusterfuck</content>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-05-18T11:20:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-18T15:21:18Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-18T15:21:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>duh</lj:music>
    <content type="html">all your dreams are over now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;..and all your wings have fallen down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:whirlwindmaht:12394</id>
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    <title>whirlwindmaht @ 2006-05-17T03:23:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-17T07:23:36Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-17T07:23:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i made pudding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yum..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pudding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'd trade all the pudding in the world for yanna to be here now though. gosh, i miss her.</content>
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